urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:papaping moldy like kitchen tiles ... 2006-11-30T20:09:16Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:papaping:39500 2006-11-30T20:09:16Z 2006-11-30T20:09:16Z ...i am blogging again because and only because...<br /><br /><br />i just found out that DINOSAUR JR.'s gear has been stolen after a gig in Brooklyn 2 months ago. found an article a few minutes ago while surfing around (translation: porn). <br /><br />included in the stolen gear were 2 pre-CBS fender jazzmasters. 2 PRE-CBS FENDER JAZZMASTERS! one was a 59 and the other a 61. i'd much rather lose a leg than one of those axes. <br /><br />gearwhore brothers i feel your pain. and now a few more months of silence. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:papaping:39337 2006-09-07T21:35:10Z 2006-09-09T08:51:56Z ang ganda ganda ng taon ko so far. ikaw, kumusta ang sa iyo? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:papaping:38969 2006-08-07T19:23:55Z 2006-08-07T19:23:55Z can't sleep. and i have to be out of the house by 5:30am. can't sleep...<br /><br />the kitchen smells like a urinal that has not been flushed for quite some time... can't sleep...<br /><br />ambaho, shet!<br /><br /><br /><br />...i've to get out of here. not just for the 5:30am thing, but for good. soon. quite soon i hope. hope. hope? yosi muna. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:papaping:38894 2006-06-28T23:03:59Z 2006-06-28T23:03:59Z in the words of the great Sebastian Valmont...<br /><br /><br /><br />you're a hypocrite. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:papaping:38593 2006-06-28T22:44:55Z 2006-06-28T22:44:55Z david sedaris is coming to manila!!!<br /><br />during the book signings, everyone has to wear corduroy and/or denim. everyone must, of course, talk pretty too. <br /><br /><br /><br />why though, does it feel like i'm the only straight guy who is this excited to see him? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:papaping:38265 2006-06-18T22:29:14Z 2006-06-18T22:29:14Z Leave your name and:<br />1. I'll respond with something random about you.<br />2. I'll challenge you to try something.<br />3. I'll pick a color that I associate with you.<br />4. I'll tell you something I like about you.<br />5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.<br />6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.<br />7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.<br />8. If I do this for you, you must in turn post this meme on your LJ.<br />9. With a letter I assign to you, you must write ten things that you like that begin with that letter. <br /><br />from <span class='ljuser ljuser-name_driftrip' lj:user='driftrip' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://driftrip.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://driftrip.livejournal.com/'><b>driftrip</b></a></span><br />1. how you doin? ;)<br />2. limit your starbucks appearances to once a week.<br />3. red<br />4. you tell me i'm a slut. haha.<br />5. who is this really big guy towering over me and jonaks wearing a t-shirt with something cute on it.<br />6. shaggy dog<br />7. uh...wala eh. haha.<br />8. you must in turn post this meme on your LJ.<br />9. With the letter 'O' I assign to you, you must write ten things that you like that begin with that letter.<br /><br />sa letrang O... BINGO!<br />1. orange juice<br />2. si omniknight<br />3. yung napanood ko sa natgeo na docu about rescuing baby orangutans<br />4. pwede ba fruit loops? korteng O naman yun diba?<br />5. boss oc-2 octave<br />6. getting older<br />7. lasalle orgmates (good times)<br />8. my (missing) onyx ring<br />9. yung osterizer na lj userpic ko<br />10. overcooked pancakes (shit, breakfast na... nagutom ako bigla) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:papaping:37849 2006-06-12T20:47:10Z 2006-06-12T20:47:10Z it sucks to be out of your old circles. when nobody even bothers to check up on you, ask you to join them in anything, even just for a piss. i've only one circle left, and i miss having many. some i feel, have rejected me. some just drifted away. some a combination of both. but in all cases i try to do my part in catching up, but i get nothing back. i still miss the old circles though. circles are fun. circles are cool.<br /><br />is anyone still here? can i at least have this circle back? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:papaping:37586 2005-12-13T19:42:17Z 2005-12-13T19:42:17Z <table width="350" align="center" border="0" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="2"><tr><td bgcolor="#999999" align="center"><font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" style="color:black; 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De Santos</b>. yun lang.<br /><br />sabay takbo galing kanto kasi anlakas lakas ng ulan. badtrip kasi at sinasaran yung mga kanto sa amin dahil sa dami ng carnapping. pero astig. nagsimula ako ng kumakaripas. tapos nung dahan dahan akong nire-rape ng mga patak na parang mga basang langgam na tinitigasan (may titi ba sila?), dahan dahan din akong bumagal. tapos biglang naglalakad na lang ako. nakakamiss yung ulan. iba yung linis ng pakiramdam, hindi parang simpleng paligo. nanunuot sa buto't kaluluwa. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:papaping:34602 2005-09-04T12:18:35Z 2005-09-04T12:25:04Z i spent the early afternoon in CCP today, sitting by the harbor with my feet hanging outside, my sandals probably feeling like some vagrant on the edge of a highrise balcony being marred by some mafiosos. they could fall any moment as only a few toes held them mortal. its been a while since i was last there. <br /><br />i used to spend a lot of time alone out there. alone, but with a few desperate fishermen, a few cheddary couples, kids running around, tai-chi fanatics, and the occasional shady individuals. alone and usually with this old steno i used to lug around with me all the time (where is that dang thing anyway?). weird phrases, stream of thought writing, doodles, character descriptions for passerbys who were interesting enough. alone with the steno, a pen, abottle of water, and a pack of nics. alone alone alone.<br /><br />usually the cloud were blue over gray, but this afternoon it was the other way around. gray over blue they were. the water was clean though. it wasn't the usual sea of trash that it has always been since years ago. <br /><br /><i>ang ganda ganda</i>. sharp contrasting images. the city, smog, broken lights, and the unkempt walks over seagulls, the open sea, the sound of kids laughing, and boats dancing slowly to the rhythm of the waves. i never bring cameras with me whenever i go there, and i don't think i ever will. too many things to capture. too fleeting for me to contain and box and frame. and its different when you can feel and appreciate the rawness of everything and meld it with the frustration of wanting to capture every tiny detail that you can bring home with you and keep forever. wow.<br /><br />i had a purpose when i decided to visit the place again. i wanted to write. and i was able to. a pathetic few words for a few hours of sitting and contemplating and emanating a fake aura of profundity so other people might think i'm a real artist. <br /><br /><i>i wanted you to see<br />to understand and be<br />the being that is me</i> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:papaping:34332 2005-08-31T17:50:18Z 2005-08-31T17:50:18Z <table width="350" align="center" border="0" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="2"><tr><td bgcolor="#EEE9E9" align="center"><font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" style="color:black; font-size: 14pt;"><b>Your Life is Like High Fidelity</b></font></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor="#FFFAFA"><center><br /><img src="http://images.yournewromance.com/whatjohncusackmovieareyouquiz/high-fidelity.jpg"></center></td></tr></table><br /><br /><b><a href="http://www.yournewromance.com/whatjohncusackmovieareyouquiz/">What John Cusack movie are you? 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You are whimsical, creative, and<br>spirited. You might be seen as naive and<br>foolhardy, which is a little true, but it can<br>also be called bravery. Youre idealistic and<br>people might think youre a little off because<br>you talk about some strange things. You<br>probably love nature, whether its you love<br>animals, nature walks or just admiring it from<br>afar. Youre a creative person and like to write<br>short stories or poems and draw and paint. You<br>have a sly, self-depreciating sense of humor<br>and are a blast to be with because of your<br>adventurous personality. <br /><br><br><a href="http://quizilla.com/users/Upsidedown/quizzes/*~Which%20Neil%20Gaiman%20book%20are%20you%3F~*/"> <font size="-1">*~Which Neil Gaiman book are you?~*</font></a><br> <font size="-3">brought to you by <a href="http://quizilla.com">Quizilla</a></font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:papaping:30497 2005-07-14T20:37:14Z 2005-07-14T20:37:14Z my neighbors are a bunch of idiots.